Look how jaded we've all become ... it just makes me realize how much Jef and Emily hurt us ... and least me ... I remember when I heard about their break up, on here actually, from the Reality Steve post, I honestly felt like I was going to throw up. My stomach just clenched, and stayed that way for at least a week while we went back and forth as to whether they were going to be together or not. I wouldn't leave my computer for more than a couple of hours for fear of missing something that would give me hope. I still obsessed for another 3 months after that, hoping that they would get back together.
Now, I really liked Andi and Josh, especially Josh. I even put them in my signature. I tried to get obsessed with them because I thought it would be fun and they seemed so solid so I thought they wouldn't hurt me, but I just couldn't. When I heard about the break up, I was just kind of ... slightly annoyed at being played on Monday, slightly disappointed, but really ... no physical reaction, no honest sadness. Just shows how much harder I've gotten. I'm hoping actually to someday get obsessed with a couple again, cause it was really fun at times ... but I've learned to never get as obsessed as I was with Jef and Emily. That's just insanity that happened there.